animal planet

Who says only Gemini who likes to flip-flops, twist and shout things. uncertain of things. fidgety midgety. Taurus can too. When this heart has settled, something around you would persuade to the opposite. What’d you get? an unsettling mind.
a dragon came knocking on doors.
inquest for a dialogue…
Minus the blazin’ fire [...]

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blue balloon

if ever to set the mood right, on a Friday evening, when the sun quietly excuse itself for the day and night took over to entertain the life show. It brought stars and sprinkles of rain to glam the rest of the Friday.
miss chicita turn in early on this very evening. A blanket over the [...]

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a rush of blood to the head

My contemplation.
Almost three weeks passed.
The chaos that almost blow my brains out has slowly fades.
It took more than three hours to complete the transfer process, while in between did some labor work. Bruises and muscle-pain became the after effect.
A couple hundreds were lost during transit. Mainly due to cleanliness (or lack thereof) and speedy transit.
That [...]

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tick tock tick tock

Ticking time tomb explodes when numbers hit 25. KABOOM!
Time is running out. No spare moments to complete things undone.
So many and so out of place. Scattered on the mellow existance.
They say it’s a crisis.
Should a snail run pretending to be the flash and leave its trail behind?
or snuck up in the burrows mimicking bree van [...]

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the past (not) forgotten

pernah gak sih lo ngutik2 masa lalu dan langsung garuk2 aspal? ternyata punya blog itu ada baik dan buruknya. buruknya? is that bloody archive! semuanya, dari hal2 sekecil apapun jadi keinget jelas dari coretan2 yang pernah ditaro di taun 2004, 2005, 2006,2007. secuil cerita bisa bikin dada nelongso.. apalagi berbaris foto2 terjejer rapi dari saat [...]

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untitled

Ketika kurasakan sudah adaruang dihatiku yang kau sentuhdan ketika kusadari sudahtak selalu indah cinta yang adamungkin memang ku yang harus mengertibilaku bukan yang ingin kau milikisalahkah ku bilakaulah yang ada dihatiku
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You never, ever, repeat all Maliq & D’essentials on your iPod.They will break your mind and soul.Trust me.
Like a mentally disorder person, you’ll be having [...]

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munchiesmucker!

“if you go banana split and let the ice fell on everyones lap, you know they wont tolerate.”
a story of the gingerbread man who looses his button. A smiley turns to frownies. The gingerbread man stood still over the counter, no-one desires to take him off the shelf..a trivial incident of a lost button made [...]

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all that "fun" Accounting…

I have no idea why am i always drawn to accounting crowds. not since my second year high school I tasted the bitter number jumble of Accounting journals, now i’m outta uni, all i ever get close to getting a job is always.. accountings.
mistakenly took internship at ACCOUNTING firm(!) which bizarrely I survived.then stuck in [...]

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deep and meaningless

it felt the truth don’t come out as the best music to your ear, but the one you need to hear the most at this moment.
almost a quarter century old but walk like a drunken nobody on the street. even homeless on the sidewalk has something much important to pursue, to their own interest.
the tank [...]

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heyho.. this chica’s back!

after a long month away… i’m back! internet is up and running.
i’ve been with my family for a month. it’s very refreshing. I got to spend lots time with my baby niece. She talks alot. You know, word by word not in sentences since she’s still learning to talk. Most memorable moment with her was [...]

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time to leave

after 3 years, it’s time to leave. many memories are marked on every wall, every corner, every room. i just don’t know if i could take the first step. is it time to leave, or time to begin?
’til we meet again, on Wells.

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living in minority socialism.

I am one. Encircled by many. I am one. Seen as a yellow-skinned nobody. I know I am one in such massive white crowds. But who are they to judge us and us not to judge them? Living in a minority socialism made them think they empower us and better than all of us?
Prove [...]

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Oh, Cruel World!

if honesty means always hav to speak the truth, then im livin in enormous chain of lies…
i hit rock bottom.

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between Truth, and Dare.

It’s time to go. Time to Leave.
Broaden the horizon, flap your wings.
Across the wide open sky,
Through the blazin’ wind.
Time to taste the dirt, the flaws, the rain,
And all that sorrow.
Yet do I dare?
Dare me.

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Silent Reverie

I’m definitely sure,
That I’m not sure.
Sittin’ on the corner of nowhere road.
Just between “I wish I could”,
And “I don’t know”.
Drifting to the unknown universe
Drawn to motionless reverie
Only to sips the bitter taste
Sigh
I’m mourning ma own madness wreckage

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